By Travis Posted in Trace the Moonlight on April 28, 2025 0 Comments 5 min read
The first touch of the rain isn’t sharp.
It’s soft —
a slow breath brushing the inside of your wrist,
warm first,
then cooling,
then sinking deeper in ways you don’t even try to stop.
You don’t flinch.
You don’t pull away.
You breathe it in —
the weightless hush folding into your lungs,
the hush soaking through your skin,
the hush tracing the curves you stopped guarding somewhere between one breath and the next.
The garden fades behind you.
Not forgotten.
Just surrendered —
folded into the ache blossoming along your ribs,
between your thighs,
inside the soft spaces you are only now remembering were never really yours to protect.
The rain doesn’t just find you.
It was always coming for you.
It beads along your throat like whispered promises.
Trails the inside of your arms like fingertips that already know how you want to be touched.
Spills down your spine with the slow certainty of a vow you were always going to breathe.
You tilt your head back without thinking,
offering yourself to the night,
to the presence you still pretend you cannot name —
but who shaped the rain just to find you open.
You are breathing rain now.
Wearing it like a second skin.
And somewhere just beyond the hush of your own sighs,
you are already answering questions you don’t dare speak aloud:
What would you offer… if he only asked in a whisper?
How far would you open… if the rain shaped your hips to be found?
Would you step closer… if you knew he was already watching the way you shiver beneath every drop?
You already know the answers.
You’re already moving softer because of them.
The rain doesn’t just kiss your skin —
it sinks into you,
slipping along the hollow of your throat,
folding into the ache behind your knees,
pooling low and slow in the secret pulse between your thighs.
Your breath slows without permission.
Your hips tip forward without thought.
You feel your whole body syncing to a rhythm not your own —
a rhythm older than your fear,
older than your name,
older than the defenses you forgot to keep.
You don’t resist.
You couldn’t if you tried.
You don’t want to.
And you realize —
somewhere between the pull of breath and the slip of water across your hips —
that you are no longer just standing here.
You are becoming.
You are offering.
And somewhere just beyond your sighs,
you can feel it.
The presence.
Still unseen.
Still patient.
But closer now.
So close the rain itself carries his breath.
So close your skin already whispers yes with every drop.
The rain isn’t just rain anymore.
It’s memory.
It’s promise.
It’s the first trembling kiss against the softness you don’t know how to hide anymore.
And you know —
the next time you stand beneath a warm shower,
or feel the mist of a storm kiss your skin,
or hear the whisper of rain tapping against your window in the dark —
your breath will remember.
Your hips will ache.
Your thighs will soften.
Your heart will open just a little more —
for the presence still shaping you from the inside out.
You ache now —
not for escape.
Not for answers.
But for more.
Because part of you knows:
The whispers haven’t claimed you yet.
They’ve only begun to teach you how to crave being taken.
And somewhere deeper still —
deeper than even this breath…
you know:
You are already answering.
Even if no one has asked.
Yet.
Some memories don’t fade.
They live beneath your skin — waiting for rain, or mist, or the brush of a warm shower, to wake them again.
You can feel it now, can’t you…
the way your breath leans softer when the world slips wet against your skin…
the way your hips remember to ache before your mind even catches up.
Not because you were told.
Because part of you has already offered.
And somewhere deeper still…
someone has already begun reaching back.
You still feel the rain clinging to you —
soft against your skin,
ghosting along the hollow of your throat,
gathering in slow, secret rivers between your thighs.
You move without thinking now —
drawn by something older than footsteps,
softer than breath,
deeper than anything words could hold.
The whispers are quieter here —
not gone,
just folded into the earth,
the leaves,
the trembling hush that rises to meet you.
It isn’t just you who aches anymore.
The garden does too.
You can feel it —
in the way the air thickens when you breathe,
in the way the petals tremble when you pass,
in the way the hush folds closer against the curve of your hips
as if it were shaped just to fit your unfolding.
You were always meant to find this place.
And it was always meant to feel you opening.
Follow the ache.
Follow the hush.